Hope for the Best, Prepare for the Worst.

That's honestly the worst fucking advice ever. It just allows mood swings to occur. You're thinking... "Oh, blah blah is so awesome." Then the next minute... "Wait, but this and this happened. Is blah blah the blah blah I think they are?" Yeah, that's pretty ambiguous, but I have a feeling if you've gone through it, you know exactly how it is. In the moment, you're lost. You are too afraid to let go, but you are too curious to just leave it alone. It's a freakin' Catch 22. So I say, fuck hoping for the best &preparing for the worst. Be a fucking boss. The end.

I'm sorry if all my cursing offended anyone, by the way.

What Do You Get When You Fall in Love?

A GUY WITH A PIN TO BURST YOUR BUBBLE.

Why is it that whenever you let yourself want something, that thing gets taken away from you in a blink of an eye? And when you don't want something anymore, it comes running back to you? Life, right? Fuck that.

Quote of the Day.

&Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door. I'd open up and you would say, "Hey, it was enchanting to meet you." All I know is I was enchanted to meet you.
-"Enchanted" by Taylor Swift

Quote of the Day.

I think most people in their twenties go through some sort of depression. If you’re successful at a young age, no matter the profession, there has to come a time when you reevaluate everything, what it means to you. Is this what I want to do for the rest of my life?
-Kirsten Dunst

DECIEMBRE.

It's Finals week. I just deactivated my Facebook account &I have quickly moved on to find my next procrastinating distraction: re-opening my eyes to the world of blogging. So here it is:

This semester has easily been the most distracting academic semester ever. Longing for Greece, longing for being back on the east coast, long distance relationship, break ups, dating, too much texting/messaging, concerts/gigs/shows, presentations. Out of all that, who has work for a part-time job, research internship and Physics, Biochemistry, Medical Physiology, and Creative Writing? OH THAT'S RIGHT. ME.

Yeah, my brain has been on overload these past few months, but really nothing of it had to do with school. Oh well. You win some, you lose some, right?

So what have I learned so far? Don't try to rush things. Things may seem wonderful at first, but the light dims. And you can do so much better. There are plenty of fish in the sea. Like, really. It's ridiculous. &For a boy-crazy person like me, it's a good realization. Andddd I need a fuckin' life.Being not so serious about school this semester makes me feel all sorts of weird. Maybe it's the calm before the storm? Storm = med&grad school? Maybe, but I sure as hell can't wait for winter break.

Anywho, I think that's enough of an update. My mind is getting bored again. Till next time.