04 July 2008

Rising Above.



There's a problem that I'm facing at the moment that I'm trying to not think about, yet, for some weird reason, it bugs me. It bugs me that people can be so narrow-minded and caught up with their ownselves that they completely and utterly disregard their "friends." Then they go back and turn it around on them if they are treated that way for just a second. I'm not interested in any unnecessary, immature drama. I've always known what my priorities are. And until recently, I've also learned to not be treated like a doormat. You may once have been a priority of mine, but once you slip up (and I'm not talking about small, insignificant flaking. I'm talking about not being there when my life has changed, especially when you expect me to be there when a single tear falls down your eye. And even then, I'm there.) my priorities realign. I don't need to exclaim to the world every minute when someone fucks me over. I don't need any of that useless complaining. Oh, I mean venting. My life doesn't have to be "perfect." At least not now or at all. I don't pretend that it is, either. I'm just grateful for my core people, those who won't turn around on what they said a few years, or even a few weeks, back. Those who get the picture.

All my ideas may seem scattered, but only those who this accounts for will truly get it.

Thank the Lord no one really reads this shit. Haha.

So from now on, this is me.. rising above.

I get my shit straight, thank you very much.

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