No pictures. No details. You'll know who you are.
Stop visiting me in my dreams. I fell deep &so quickly, too. Only now do I feel the repercussions of that relationship. I don't have time to dwell or to be sad. You had a piece of me &all of a sudden you turned around as if that was enough. You fucked me up so badly. I went through a state of ontological shock &all my views were put under attack. How could you be so spineless to, randomly, drop me? It's inconsiderate, immature, &most of all, cowardly. It wasn't just "a thing", something that just felt right for that moment. Don't tell me I don't mean anything to you.
I just felt a need to rant, to fully express my feelings about you. I'm not going to act like a bitch, be all "emo," resent you, or feel any hatred for you, you know I'm better than that. I can finally let go without the fear of falling for you again. Now you know... at least a fraction.
This is one less thing out of the list of people/ideas/philosophies/thoughts I need to let go of. The list will continue later this week, however, no promises.
Fuck, this is badly written. Raw, emotional, me (How ever overused that sounded.).
26 January 2009
To You.
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Hope everything works out for you. :(
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