You'd think that after all these heartaches, I'd learn to stop loving, right? It doesn't stop hurting.
How am I supposed to know there's such a thing as true love? My parents were never able to find it. I was never able to find it. It feels as if there's just heartbreak out there in the world. How am I supposed to know there's a happy ending that exists for me?
I'm tired of constantly being told "no." Evidence points to no, yet I keep yelling yes. What if I'm just wasting me breath?
I'm falling apart &I can't stop it. I'm trying soooo hard to catch myself, since no one else can.
What if I can't get right back on?
02 July 2009
Get Right Back On?
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oh honey, there is one key thing you are forgetting here...
YOUR ONLY 19!
I know its hard, trust me I'm living it too, but just have faith that it will work out. I tell myself that God is giving me this time to find myself, so I can learn to love myself without the gratification from another person. No one can love you the way you want them to when you cannot love yourself first. You have so much going for you, especially your UCLA stuff. Imagine your life, with all the stuff going on, and worrying about some boy. WHAT A MESS! God is doing you a favor haha :)
Thanks, beb. Sometimes I have two voices going off in my head @once - one being the one that spoke in the blog, the other being the one that says exactly what you said. The latter gets toned out sometimes, so hearing this from you as well, is incredible. It makes it stick to my mind, you know?
I love you sooo much. You don't know how much you've helped me through this. Thank youuu. [:
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Becca ur so right!!!
Gosh I love my friends <3
Chris, ur so young. You have nothing to be worried about. Live and let live. Find true love within urself. Im 22 and I have had only 1 boyfriend; and u know what? I am not worrying.
Mr. Right will find his way to you.
Luv u :)
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