"Icicles."

Shaking in the cold of my bed
Trembling at the very thought of you
The uncertainty pulls me along
Hoping I won't again play the fool

Silliness lies in false hopes
But, love, that's the only gift
I receive from you
If the choice is between nothing &hurt,
Then I'll feel the pain all the while loving you

Stubbornness is our wall
I want so bad for you to see
That I'll accept every inch of you
Tell me all along it was me.

If once again I am cut to shreds
Just tell me I'm everything you want
But not what you deserve
That I'm all you ever wanted
But not what you deserve.